MyHollowWords

Lying here on the floor Nothing but the sound of my shallow breathing You came But I thought it was too save me I still remember your dark eyes How they seemed to smile when you seen the blood drip from my wrist Those dark whispers You always encouraged me but in the wrong ways My Mother cries herself to sleep My Father worries himself to death The pity doesn't effect me anymore When you came into my life I thought everything would be ok But.... You washed away my tears You gave me the knife and kissed me goodnight There.... Lying on the floor I close my eyes And the darkness turns to light I slip into my eternity

I wish I could tell I wish I could show I wish I could change I wish I could be safe I wish I could be blind from this fucked up world I wish I could erase my past I wish I could turn back time I wish I could move on I wish I could figure out how to let it go I wish I could see a promising day I wish I could feel the right emotions I wish I could just fade I wish I could give devotions I wish I could be the resistance I wish I could not be broken I wish I could be the spoken I wish I could be the fire I wish I could be the air I just wish I could be the farewell

I love you You love me I'm a man eater Your a cheater We argue I hate you You hate me We both was wrong I wanted you to give me space But you wanted me to change I changed, see? I raised my hand You raised back Day breaks Night falls I'm purple Your blue We feel the same pain Numbness comes I cry You cry Some feelings return We make up I wake up You shake up Blame me again This time I got a gun, see? Secrets can't be hidden by makeup Justice is coming But its too late I won I'm alive Your not

I am surrounded by my fears Yesterdays breath of lies is still smeared down my window We yearn under the stars If only we had made it to mars Facing these cold nights But only wishing to be in the far As this strange light reaches us The ocean rises above but never comes down on us Hope comes again Searching Learning Waiting We see the shadows We see the signs We see the things that we are after But everything we feel All disapppeared Time impacts and explodes The dark velvet surrounds us Again we yearn

I have fallen I could barely gain air Shock is a luxury As the blood drips from my hands You leave me defenseless My heart is still pounding But thats ok The rain comes down From the inside and outside It changes everything When your life is signed over Its easier to pretend But I turn away But only to come back I have fallen You come running back When I embrace my demon Suddenly the colors turn black and blue I haven fallen Strength isn't a option anymore The rain turns to snow Your drink is more bitter But you still smile I have fallen When there is no more morphine left You leave The nights doesn't come without dosage Fear is my only numbn

The screaming doesn't stop From where I stand everything sounds louder Nothing but war between wine and glass Under this partial moon Time changed Silence was the only sound You put the shards in my hands The earth shifted My stars turned to dust....I couldn't breathe My sun died....I feel so cold now Darkness covered all of the lands....I'm blinded The moon turned to a sea of blood which began to rain down on me My Father, Search the past You've fallen Blame was your answer Remember Don't forget Maybe I just didn't fight hard enough Your that haunting figure in the hallway Holding your hand out for sympathy My Mother, I won't forget He des